ngomongin mantan ....

the bangsat moment is begin ..
entah kenapa kita sangat hobby meributkan hal-hal yang sebenarnya menurut kita kurang penting untuk diributkan ,hal yang paling sering kita ributkan untuk beberapa waktu belakangan adalah "mantan pacar"..
ini cuma masalah follow dan like beberapa foto di instagram dan kemudian dia murka seharian .
jadi awal mulanya ,dia memang super sensitive sama satu mantan gua yang engga-mau-gua-sebut-namanya ,ok panggil aja mantan gua itu "jono" .follow temennya jono di instagram dan ngelike foto temennya jono ,kemudian menjadi permasalahan .dia kurang suka gua masih ada kontak dengan mantan gua yang satu itu ,apapun medianya .
perlu di ketahui disini ,gua bahkan sudah sangat tidak pernah memikirkan hal tentang jono ,sedikitpun .gua ngelike foto temennya jono hanya karena gua juga temenan sama temennya jono ,yah bali emang sempit ,jadi temennya ini yang temenan sama si anu pasti kenal sama si itu yang notabene adalah temen gua .oke sip disimpulkan sendiri betapa complicatednya kehidupan pertemanan .
gua berkali-kali mencoba menjelaskan dan dia tetap dengan blablablanya sepanjang hari ,kata dia ,dia benci gua ..bagaimana sebenarnya kronologinya ?

dia sempet nanya ,apa gua masih punya perasaan sama jono ?
ABSOLUTELY NOT !itu sudah tiga tahun yang lalu dan gua udah engga terpikirkan sedikitpun untuk balikan atau bahkan kontek lagi sama jono .
apalagi kita putusnya kurang baik dan silaturahmi sampai sekarang ga terjalin seperti gua dengan mantan mantan gua yang lain ..gua pun juga bisa menjalani hidup gua sendiri dan jono pun gua pikir begitu ..
untuk apa gua harus di hakimi oleh suatu pertanyaan yang sangat bodoh ?
cemburu adalah alasan yang harus gua maklumi untuk sementara waktu .itu poinnya

berpikirlah betapa bodohnya gua kalo gua masih mikirin mantan sementara disebelah gua sudah ada seseorang yang jaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuh lebih baik ?
bahkan kita sudah melewati waktu yang cukup lama untuk menjalani hubungan ini dan sedikitpun tidak terbersit niat untuk kembali ke masalalu .tidak sama sekali .

OH MY ..ga harus kan gua nyebutin satu persatu kelebihan pacar demi untuk mendepak jono dari keributan yang engga jelas juntrungannya ini ?
oke .sekian .aku cinta kamu ,YOSHI :)

i will wrote lyric of foster the people - miss you
dedicated for my boyfriend ,best boyfriend ever !!
and i will sing "I really miss you, I miss you, I said" :) MISSYOU MY MILES APART PARTNER ,YOSHI ...


Forget your problems
Lay it down, they start up
The innocence of what you are is what I want
I've ran my colors dripped down and drained out
Tried a million things, but my heart's been shot

Well I hope you try to find me, I'm all spun and pacing
I know what you want to say here, so say it
Forget the words I'm speaking
Just want to rearrange so I'll just say it

Oooooooooooh yeah.

I really miss you, I miss you, I said
Smile at the chance just to see you again
I really miss you miss you, I said
Yeah Yeah Yeah

Heat stroke, death's like
The wrong things that I think are right

I never knew that I could go as far as this

I took a problem recently forgotten

I know who I had been before I slipped

Oh, I want to change it

I will live a life that makes you smile

When I'm done here and long gone

Feverish speaking, just wanna see your face

Oh, What you say, what you say?

Oh yeah
I really miss you I miss you, I said
Smile at the chance just to see you again
I really miss you miss you, I said
So Look at me now
Before I walk away
You just might miss me or miss me one day
Yeah Yeah Yeah 

FARE-UNWELL

hello goodnight ,today 13 march 2013 you picked me up ,and we're going looking for midnight snacks .as we know ,tonight is our last night cause tomorrow you'll be back to your city .so i hope we can spent this night pleasantly ,just for do what ever we wanna do together :)

i mad last night ,u came late and too midnight to going out .we cannot enjoying every single time ,and he made me getting more mad cause he was asking me about my ex boyfriend .

felt so dissapointed ,why you asked me about who-ever-he-is when we dont have too much time to spread love each other ?you dropping my mood down and im crying for that !

for first ,you came late and second ,you ask about unimportant person on our quallity time :'(

i hit your car dashboard (im really sorry for this) while i crying outloud talking so much biterly words (im really really sorry for this too) ..

but you can handle it ,you calm me down and talk that everything gonna be allright then :)

it just a simple feeling ,i missyou and i dont have so much time to do anything with you .and you boom-ing my mood perfectly .but let we forget about it :)

so sorry for what ever the words come out from my mouth ,and thankyou for handling me :)

there're some pictures about us ,last night .before everything getting bad ..

by the way ..take care for tomorrow :) safe flight and i missyou ,KECILKU :(

going outdoor

just going out for taking some photos .its awkward when we taking photos (me and my sister) today cause today is SILENT day .so i used a simple black tshirt with my etnic B&W pants and my black bowler hat ,simply simple as a pajamas isnt ?got this idiot pose when i used CANON 110D :)
im frikinly not a model but i take this picture for having fun ,wasting time and hanging out ..

the day we waiting for

may i wrote my first 12 after passed through years .the day i feel most meaningful cause today is the first 12 we meet on our anniversary :)

at the time 00.00 we're together and give some kisses then said "happy anniversary" its been a years a month we've spent our love time with thousand miles spaces between us :)

very excited cause 12 in march is a big day of Hindusm ,we called it NYEPI day .so today we cannot going somewhere or meet up for following the rules of NYEPI day :)

but u came to my home before NYEPI's rules applied and we had some quallity conversation .thankyou for 395 day we've spent together .hopefully being longlasting what ever the spaces ,times and problems goings on ,you'll still be my first and my last ,darling :*

happy anniversary 1year1month my deeply truly whole heart :)

may us longlasting and happily ever after :)