my thousand love-times !

i've spend too much times for you .laugh ,cry ,angry ,smile ,jealousy ,missing ,difference ,distance ,busyness ,promises ,lonely ,cold ,hug ,kiss ,and many things we've spend together .how i can loving you ,complicated !
how i got to understanding you ,understanding situation ,understanding our steps .and sometimes ,I've a dream, one day, every morning you'll be there beside me, wake me up, holding my hand to take me along step today .
then during the day, you'll come up, breaking down and cooling the desire cause I feel the sun is too warm for me. so you'll cover my body with your arms .
and at the end of the day you will hug me, dont let me go , kiss me, then fell a sleep with me, and so on I want to spend my time with you .


when you asked me if I love you, dont ask any other answer than "it's true I love you so much"
theres no time to find any reasons why I loved you, because all the obvious reasons thats truly in you.
Whatever you, however, that's why I loved you. yes, until this moment will remain the same .
stay here, with me, hugged me and promised not to forget it. like an old tree that will always hold their leaves, I want you to promise to this!