fvckin nite ?

Every i have someone who can make me feel "it" again ,he's come to my mind so fast !
Like an alert : "don't love any boys except me"
And all of memories come back suddenly ,boogie bunny ,all and everything !
Why ?God !tell me why !
I want a new life ,without him ,without hurt from him ,without everything about him !
oke now ,in my ears ,theres "your call" play on repeat !
Its make me remember about oneday ,where we cry together ,talking to much about anything ,about us ,about our relation !
And ended with a comfort hug ,in place where i cant forget ,upin ipin ,lalapan ,nasi metal ,all !all of shit !all of his shit !
We do what we want !wake up late ,take a bath together ,eat so fatly ,watching all of our favorite tv shows ,then went to the ss for a movie .
He always told me to stay for me ,although we are different ,although he has a different way ..stay on my mind ,when he cry in front of me ,tell me to stay ,and never leave him ,leave our relation !
But ,he not strong enough for a war .a war with people said "takdir" ,back off without a fight !
Why he didnt try to understand that in our relation age so worried from something like "hambatan"
Feel dissapointed ,lost time for seventh month !
And from now ,i hate everyhing about "boy"
Listen like "phobia" maybe ƪ(‾.‾“)ʃ because of a part of my heart in his heart
And i hope he feel the same !


Gila !berantakan bgt english nyah !
Apaan coba ?
Ngakak ajanih ..ngantuk bgt sbnernya :(
Good nite boogie ,bunny (˘⌣˘)ε˘`) maafkan mom berfikir untuk punya pacar lagi :)
Mom khan uda janji kalo mom mau kuliah dulu yg bener
Right ?
Love u boogie ,bunny ,kalian yg bikin mom ttep stay :)