Loveyou more ❤

hey !today is my frikin-special day ....
Cause ,he went to bangli then take me to go to some awesome place !
First ,we having lunch in pak bagong resto ,eat so much grilled-mujair and ice tea for closing our tummiesss !
After that ,we went to desa penglipuran in bangli ,taking some pictures and walking arround .laugh and many stupid act we do there ..
Our second destination is resto apung kintamani ,on our way we singing a song together ,talking to much and never forget to "i love you" in the middle of our conversation .
A cold weather and a warm hand by him ,hihi my favorite ever !
Arrived in resto apung ,kintamani ,order a cup of hot tea and hot coffe then sweet pancake ,we taking pictures (again) with lake view and mountain backgrounds .gergous photos ..
We had so much fun today ,me loveyou more ❤
Seeyou soon ,next day hihi
Take care my pwetty kiddy hehehe
This is some photos by his ipad

Hobby baru saya

Stay at my small room on bangli ,makes me and my friend (isma) had a good ideas for one experiment !
Cooking ala anak kost
So ,we were cook soup and bakso tumis pedas manis ..
Really its my first time ,without recipe then we got the best food ever LOL
Spicy bakso tumis and spicy soup too hahahahaha
And this is the picture before and after doing my private kitchen hihi

Friends

When u had some friends ,i mean a best friend ,you just need an open minded to be a real or true friend !
Dont you ever think that ur friend ,has their own life too ?so if ur friend forgot one-two things about you ,it doesnt mean they forgot u as ur friend ..
Like me .i have my own busy-time ,activities and my own goals
If i ignoring you invitation to going somewhre together ,please think twice that im arrogant ,that im selfish that im forget u !pleaseeeeeee
Maybe thats way my old friend leaved me cause i never had time to spend friendship time together like when i was a high-school student !
Noted !
Please open ur mind that you and me has different life now ,respect me as i respect ur self guys ......

Habby pirthday to me (late post)

So surprised !
Cakes ,gifts ,ramuan mematikan ,and many surprised things from my best
A sweet video from my boyfriend
Sweetest cakes from you guys all !
Thankyou so much
Being a 20 yo women this year on 4th of december 2012 ~
Hopefuly i'll get my better life and brighter future .....

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Some photos with blur effect ~

Desa Penglipuran ,Kintamani

Had some duty-free time ,it was happy spending thoose time with my beloved bangli-team .
We go to the "objek wisata" Desa Penglipuran ,and taking some gorgeus pictures with awesome background .

this is not my month anymore

like any girls out there ,i love when december came .everything out there getting colder ,and i love it .
i love when i was the first one who wake up early ,inhale the air on december ,looking arround and feel free
i love the trees on december ,its look wet ,not tears ,just the water from sky .
people must glad ,to feel december ,and i'm the only one who waiting for december every year .
but ,beside my favorite about december ,this month remind me ,what HURT mean ,what HURT indeep
i think ,december colder than another month because ,its mean every hurt that people feel combine in one time..
like me ..
so ,i dont know what should i do when december comes ,i feel lonely ,no one .and COLD .
people laugh and having their times together with their favorite one ,and me ?what happened with me ,im alone on my room ,crying while lying on my bed ,shut down my phone ,and listening any entertaining music .hopefully i could forget every HURT in my heart .
when another child ,waiting for their gift from their parents ,i more feel alone ,when no one remember me that im the kiddy too .
im not a girl yet ,not a kid yet ,not a daughter yet ,not a sister yet ,im just alone .with my dreams ,thousand dreams in december ..
i dont have many options in my life ,i just still alive with people who always thinking their self ,egoism and selfish .GOD never take me to the right place ,never ever .
so ,in every i closed my eyes ,it more dark than now .
i cry ,wanna run ,jump and doing what i wanna do .but ,everything so different ,i know i must survive .
when i life alone ,i hope i could get my better life .
hmmm ..the last time i laugh ?maybe i forgot it ,cause it so long long time ago then i couldnt remember that time .
i want ,hmm i mean i need ..i need a good person ,behind me ,make me laugh not because his funny or his stupid act ,but actually because im happy with him .
i need ,the person who never thinking about their self anymore ,he just thinking about me everytime ,everyday ..
i missing the time i can laugh ,with someone ,and doing many stupid act together ,looking december grew up ,hold my hand to walk away on december ,hug me when december make me feel cold ,and truly care ,what happened with me ..
i need the person ,who can make me forget the scared part on december ,and make me laugh ,happy laugh ..
but now ?i have no one beside me ..
i feel sick lonely ,cold lonely and tired lonely .
GOD ,would you show me ur almighty like people said "GOD NEVER SLEEP" ?so what miracle that You'll be able to give me a great happiness !im still waiting GOD ..

when we spend our times together

kita tidak punya pilihan ,bagaimana harus membunuh waktu ,bagaimana caranya mempersingkat jarak dan bagaimana agar rasa rindu terobati .LDR .itulah kita saat ini .
bahagia yang kita rasakan sudah menginjak bulan ke sepuluh ,tepat disaat tanggal 12 nanti itu artinya aku sudah 304 hari ,7296 jam ,437760 menit ,26265600 detik kali aku jatuh cinta padamu .atau mungkin sudah tidak ada lagi angka yang mampu menunjukkan betapa bahagianya aku jatuh cinta padamu berkali-kali.
aku menulis ini ,di blogku sekarang ini ,untuk mengingat lagi betapa manisnya kita ,perjalanan kita yang sudah kita lalui sejauh ini ,dengan banyak hambatan ,ketakutan ,tangis ,sedikit perbedaan ,dan begitu banyak hal pahit yang sudah kita lalui bersama .
aku bahagia ,mencintaimu itu seperti aku menyukai coklat ,seperti disaat aku berada dibawah pohon ,seperti saat aku melangkahkan kakiku diatas rumput basah ,seperti ketika aku tertidur di bahumu ,seperti aku menyukai film the grim ,seperti aku mencintai musik ,semuanya aku lakukan dengan sangat bahagia ..dan dengan alasan akan selalu bahagia bersamamu ....
kita tidak bisa mengalahkan rasa rindu kita ,saat aku begitu ingin mendengar suaramu ,berada didekatmu ,dan merasa aman berada disekitarmu .aku begitu merindukanmu ..

setiap kali kamu kembali membuat jarak ,aku merasa takut ,takut sendirian ,aku sendirian ,hanya kamu yang aku punya saat ini ,kemelut yang aku alami tidak cukup membuatku kuat untuk selalu ditinggalkan oleh orang yang aku sayangi .tapi kali ini ,melihatmu meninggalkanku ,aku yakin ,kamu akan kembali ,suatu saat nanti ,secepatnya .seperti janjimu .
suaramu menyadarkanku ,betapa indahnya mencintaimu ,tidak pernah seperti ini ,tidak pernah seindah ini .percayalah :)
aku akan menghabiskan banyak waktu untuk menunggumu ,menunggumu kembali dan memelukku ,berada disisiku dalam waktu yang lama .dan tidak akan membiarkanku sendirian ,seperti janjimu .
aku dan kamu ,aku harap kita bisa bersama ,selamanya .
karena ,aku begitu menikmati saat aku mencintaimu ,dan tidak akan pernah merasakan hal yang sama selain bersamamu .
tetaplah untukku ,sampai nanti .
I LOVE YOU ,YOSHI ..
a beautiful miracle